I thought I would be writing in this more, but its hard ya know. For some people its easy to keep journals, for others like me its hard. I am not sure why, but oh well. I lost around 9 pounds in 2 weeks. That is pretty impressive. I love you Candice. Have a good day at work tomorrow and I will chat with ya I hope. Gotta write a 1 page thing tomorrow before my night class. Woohoo, not looking forward to that. But anyways. Later all

im shocked :P i wasn't even expecting you to have written in this. but i'm glad you did.. it can only do good things. :D i know i might have been a little hard on you today, but, i guess it's even possible for me to lose my mind once and awhile. it's nothing, though really, because we cleared the air and things should snowball nicely from here. i love you, so very much.. i hope you write back to me soon. peace out!!

- brokendoll

Well would ya look at that. Its Friday already plus a payday. Both are good things. I am glad the week is over as it has been a bit hectiv with school. I even paid some credit cards, not a lot, but anything helps. At the moment I am taking a break from cleaning. My place is filthy and I hate it. Rearranging it as well, moving stuff around...hey wait they mean the same thing. I have yet to get enough groceries to have a fully cooked meal so I am feeling a bit blah. I am thinking I may go out tonight buy some chicken and vegetables, or wait till tomorrow for the farmers market. Friends are coming over tomorrow to discuss a movie that we are making next summer (and Candice you will be there helping out if you wish). So my place needs to be kind of clean. I miss you Candice a whole lot. We both have been busy the last little while, and I need to get a calling card, the convenience store was out of the good ones, so I am gonna check out a better one in a few. I love you so much Candice and I will call you in a bit. I hope you are doing well....

If there was one thing that I've learned in this past week, it was to not take anyone or anything for granted. Sometimes things within someone get out of control, and they forget about the truly important things in their lives. Not the festivals, or school.. but who loves them and cares for them at the end of the day. I'll hold your hand while you lose your mind, but don't ever forget who I am, and why we both fight so hard sometimes. Everything that might happen between the time we see each other again, is trival compared to most things. But it's important to me. And we've been together so long for a reason. I love you, too.

- brokendoll.

Hi all, Well its been intereting the last few weeks. Leaving Calgary where my girlfriend is, and going to Toronto for the film festival. I have to admit that I have been a real jack ass towards her for a while, and I just hope she understands that I love her more then anything and that she should not take me seriously cause I lost my mind for a bit. I am back to normal and Candice I LOVE YOU!!!!